I lost myself pretty much most of the time
There is time where i miss my old hot-headed, active, and fearless personality back in college.
There is time where i miss myself being selfish and strict about what’s ok and what’s not to give to my kids.
During time, i lost it.
I lost it in the name of peace and keeping other people happy.
I lost it in the name of making myself less tense.
I lost myself.
The tense, hot headed, ambitious and strict me is myself i lost.
I lost the person who value time and self respect.
I lost her at the price of being acceptable by society.
I lost myself once again.