I Lost Myself

I lost myself pretty much most of the time

There is time where i miss my old hot-headed, active, and fearless personality back in college.

There is time where i miss myself being selfish and strict about what’s ok and what’s not to give to my kids.

During time, i lost it.

I lost it in the name of peace and keeping other people happy.

I lost it in the name of making myself less tense.

I lost myself.

The tense, hot headed, ambitious and strict me is myself i lost.

I lost the person who value time and self respect.

I lost her at the price of being acceptable by society.

I lost myself once again.

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